mannn, ive been feeling like such a jerk lately... blahhhhh, things suck. it's the beanie! it's altering my thought, i lost all sight of myself. mannnnnn, why does this always have to happen to me? life sucks, yup, sucks bad.... i dunno, ive been very busy with my family lately. i think that i might actually go to vegas this time around. i want to see the new years eve thingy over there. i dont know, maybe.

god, im stupid. i dont know what's happening to me. i cant help it. i cant change this. argh, this sucks.....

too many people have been calling me a jerk. i can take it at first, but now, it hurts! i cant take all of these comments... i think im gonna go die.

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alright, so i went to lisa's house today.. i went so that i could learn how to make the KAWASAKI rose[so awesome]. anyways, i didnt actually figure out how to make it... @_@ sigh.. oh well.. i spent all day just watching kill bill and doing some homework.. lisa fed me like this ramen. except it was freaking spicy!! to the max.. i started to drink water, and it just made it WORSE! worse i say! anyways, for some reason, i got freakishly cold.. like always.. hmn... the good thing was i got lots of hugs!!! and that's all that matters.. i dont think that im gonna be going to her house anytime soon. i dont think her dad trusts me. hehehe <=== this is like what the ramen was like! yea..

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hm........ so today was freakishly cold.. especially during lunch. the good thing was lisa was there for warmth!! the only weird thing was like, my right side was coldddd. and everytime i shivered lisa and sandra would say, "awwwwww, look at wesley!" and i was like, "does my cold-ness amuse you?!" hahahha

i need to start focusing in school. especially in chem cuz like, i dont understand ANYTHING in that class.. freaking moles.. i hate converting mass......

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What time do you get up?:	depends, on weekdays around 6 and weekends around whenever
How do you get to school?:	walk sadly...
If you knew you were dying tomorrow, who would you say your goodbyes to 1st:	my family
Easiest class?:	english!! soo simple
What month is your birthday?:	august
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:	like, 11 i think, but it doesnt really count
How old were you when you started high school?:	14
Are you hooked on the internet?:	HECK YEA!
Do you like going to school?:	yes..
Are you a morning person?:	heck no
When's the last time you had a b/f or g/f?:	havent had one yet
Do you play any instruments?:	yea
If so, what?:	piano fool!
What's your favorite season?:	hm, winter or summer, wait spring or fall? haha
Rather be too hot or too cold?:	cold i think
Cats or dogs?:	dogs!
How many blankets do you sleep with?:	like, one, but it's thick so it's all good
What are your parents' names?:	they have names? haha
Do you have a crush?:	yea
How long have you had a crush on this person?:	you know who you are ^_-;
Do you practice a religion?:	yea..
If you saw Brittney Spears somewhere, what would you do?:	you miss-spelled her name. i dont know what i would do.
If you saw Pres. Bush somewhere, what would you do?:	obliterate him!
Do you have a secret you've never told anyone?:	yea.. wait, do i?
Do you have a secret you've only told one or two people?:	yup
Who do you trust to keep your most important secrets?:	people who can keep a secret
Do you tell your parents everything?:	nahhhh, not everything
Do you think your parents are nice people at heart?:	yea ^_^;
Do you have a relative that you really do not get along with?:	not really..

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sigh, im gonna explain why the hell i went to the girls tennis banquet... alright, so jacqueline called me and said that her mom couldnt come to the tennis banquet cuz she was sick and she asked me if i wanted to go. i decided to go cuz then i can eat and see everyone. [anyways, there's nothing going on over there, i'll explain later if you ask i guess] i ate and ate and ate and ate and ate. i had to eat cuz i didnt pay for the food and i felt bad wasting all of the food... i spent most of my time just reading this one book that i bought for my sis.. yea, yea..

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hm.... so anyways, today started out like normal day.. but then! when we're walking home, for some reason lisa was walking with us and i was all, "where are you going?"

"to cc[cyber connection]"

"ohhh, WHY?!?!?!"

"i dont know, just becuz.."

"righhtt...."

anyways, after i got home i talked to her online and she was all.. "GET OVER HERE!" so i did, i dont know why though, i guess it's becuz she owns me [yea right!]

anyways, we played cs for a while blah blah blah blah blah... anyways, right after i left i remembered, "holy shaint! i needed to hug her![forgot to do this all the time] so then i was all, "eh, i'll just do this ish tomorrow......


when i got home my dad was all, "hey! we need to buy hooks for the ornaments" hmm.. the place was right by cc so i decided to visit while dad was buying the stuff.... yup yup...

anyways, I FINALLY DID IT! and it was glorious! hahahaha... awesome, completely awesome! ^^;; anyways, im done here...

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